Our prior Website called Cloudy Skies with all necessary comments and explanations fitted the name given. The situation, however serving the year 2007,changed some and the Cloudy Sky turned into a little more accommodating, into a more appealing configuration and therefore more pleasant.
The long awaited announcement at the Office finally announced, affecting every employee, including
The long awaited announcement at the Office finally announced, affecting every employee, including
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PERPLEXED FEELING
PERPLEXED FEELING
Sincerely,
Alfredo De`Elijama.
Alfredo De`Elijama.
The idle man does not know what it is to enjoy rest.
Hard work, moreover, not only tends to give us rest for the body
what is even more important, peace to the mind.
- Sir John Lubbock
A Cloud of Uncertainty.
Very close to the time when I was planning to make a trip to Germany at the beginning of 2007, February or March I had the longing to modernize my home based office, in as much I lost the permanent connection to my former Office? Read above for clarifications. The Idea born out of a desire to compose a Website and spreading the good news, To Make a Positive Difference and using my Biography as discussion and guiding Material. The preparation started out to buy a computer and the necessary, additional equipment, such as a Printer. It turned out to be more difficult as original thought, particular, being alone and had no idea occasional what and why is wrong. I missed the camaraderie and help which always there when needed and appreciate. One thing became clear very fast. I must move and making it go without the assistance and reliance of my former acquaints Enrolled myself a few time in special Computer Courses at a close by Technical School. Another much more serious problem occurred in the first 6 to eight months, when the new computer failed to operate, as it should. It turned into a time consuming situation and many times interrupting my schedules and Plans. The Manufacture of the Computer handled the situation very well and did everything possible to minimize the situation and natural my Anger. From now on, I am on a well-organized schedule, and being helpful bringing our Journey to successful conclusion, it is very close to the Past is meeting the Present. Another example: be prepared, stay calm, and do everything possible, never let a problem get the best of you. Easy said I know have to work on it myself and not being successful every time. Never give up; practicing is the only way reach the Goal.
Very close to the time when I was planning to make a trip to Germany at the beginning of 2007, February or March I had the longing to modernize my home based office, in as much I lost the permanent connection to my former Office? Read above for clarifications. The Idea born out of a desire to compose a Website and spreading the good news, To Make a Positive Difference and using my Biography as discussion and guiding Material. The preparation started out to buy a computer and the necessary, additional equipment, such as a Printer. It turned out to be more difficult as original thought, particular, being alone and had no idea occasional what and why is wrong. I missed the camaraderie and help which always there when needed and appreciate. One thing became clear very fast. I must move and making it go without the assistance and reliance of my former acquaints Enrolled myself a few time in special Computer Courses at a close by Technical School. Another much more serious problem occurred in the first 6 to eight months, when the new computer failed to operate, as it should. It turned into a time consuming situation and many times interrupting my schedules and Plans. The Manufacture of the Computer handled the situation very well and did everything possible to minimize the situation and natural my Anger. From now on, I am on a well-organized schedule, and being helpful bringing our Journey to successful conclusion, it is very close to the Past is meeting the Present. Another example: be prepared, stay calm, and do everything possible, never let a problem get the best of you. Easy said I know have to work on it myself and not being successful every time. Never give up; practicing is the only way reach the Goal.
Inspirations:
some and myself affected by it, somenegative I knew before it even announced that my service to the People of Wisconsin, as I knew it, did not exist any more. Reorganization and much other plausible explanation ended my service to the people, which interest always my first consideration. All thinkable niceties and praising my services thru all those years were not only few, mentioned; but more actually than I deserved, I only did what expected as a member of the D.O T. Some of my co-workers and friends showered me with all kind of memorable novelties. Sad but not mad, planning to find other ways to serve, in other ways, not only the good people of Wisconsin but if possible, many more individuals who thirsting for attention and assistances going thru this valley of ours called, Earth. My being on this world should have a meaning," Make a positive Difference.".This is and will be my goal for the future if God assist and keep guiding me.
While researching the above extensively I came across many past thought turned into a more valuable part of me, which I gladly want to share with you. As all, of you know, the most distinctive different between animals and humans , the later are children with a free will equipped to think and reasoning not regulated by Instincts. Therefore the Thought and his extension, as we discussed in the upper text is the Alpha and Omega of our earthly existing, our Live.
Germany, 2007.
Driven by Force , explored and documented by the upper text extensively, that feeling or longing is not genetic or any physical dependent on relatives or anything, but solely on the beautiful equipment He provided , particular the multiple, the variable conversion and usage of the capability of us to Think or have a Thought. A present from Him always welcomed and recognized with and appreciated limitless That will for ever clear up the Relationship in a Biological way between Relatives, there is nonpaid there never will be. None of their blood or visa versa ever will mix. All of humankind individuals will be or been created as total independent Biology Master Pieces of their Master. With all this new knowledge accumulating in my Brain and relieved by many uncertainties controlling of my actions and their consequences, in March of 2007 I visited my sister in Germany, who was happy to see me again, and welcomed accordingly. Not totally recuperated from all the mental agony, and the stress occurring while involved with the starriness undertaking of research, but I felled a lightening of the burden at hand. Louise my sister and I, since childhood, with along period of interruption caused by my Immigration and her Marriage to Gordian, already departed to a better place, were most the time very close.
Driven by Force , explored and documented by the upper text extensively, that feeling or longing is not genetic or any physical dependent on relatives or anything, but solely on the beautiful equipment He provided , particular the multiple, the variable conversion and usage of the capability of us to Think or have a Thought. A present from Him always welcomed and recognized with and appreciated limitless That will for ever clear up the Relationship in a Biological way between Relatives, there is nonpaid there never will be. None of their blood or visa versa ever will mix. All of humankind individuals will be or been created as total independent Biology Master Pieces of their Master. With all this new knowledge accumulating in my Brain and relieved by many uncertainties controlling of my actions and their consequences, in March of 2007 I visited my sister in Germany, who was happy to see me again, and welcomed accordingly. Not totally recuperated from all the mental agony, and the stress occurring while involved with the starriness undertaking of research, but I felled a lightening of the burden at hand. Louise my sister and I, since childhood, with along period of interruption caused by my Immigration and her Marriage to Gordian, already departed to a better place, were most the time very close.
First, when the idea started to visit Louise I started thinking and processing the thought, what is behind all these feelings mentioned above? I was happy to find out that we are not dominated by inherited impulses or transferees of genes, but very independent from a line relatives' regarding our development. During most the days we did a lot of wandering, relieving Childhood, remembering many occasion so impressive after all these years gone by and hardly ever reminisced, what a beautiful , hopeful and happy time it was. As said before, the Thought converted into a picture thru imagination is the diary of our live. When I read this sentence, slowly and with sincerity it is hard to express my real felling, will honor the entity who gave us the capacity to utilize this gift without restriction. It makes me feel grateful and thankful. In the evenings, we went many times out to eat in a Restaurant around the corner where my sister lives, and ordered a few times the special of Chinese Ducks. It is nearly impossible to describe a taste, I gave up on it ,but this Duck specialty ,saying it could make me a curser ;but I give a shot and beg for forgives if it was offensive, Divine. Few trips up and down the romantic River Rhine, which noted and shown in many of the WebPages, like the Lorely, Cologne reminded us of the good old days, gone but not forgotten and dearly remembered. The remaining time my sister invited most of the living relatives to farewell celebration to reinforce the bond to our remaining Family , which in general separated only by distances and hopefully never by misunderstandings or meaningless quarrels. It was a good time and a heeling time. My sister accompanied med to the Frankfort Airport, and there it went fast to arrive in Waukesha, my Home. I received a hearty welcome I loved, and appreciated.
I will tell you any possible change onthe subject at hand , the strange and sadhappenings as reported above, when return from a planned trip to anywhere, emotional or real, searching to find once and for all , myself again. That would really make me not only feel Free, but promised by my Friend. In my lasts Websites, I asked constantly, how we could or should extent our present Journey, which soon will be running out of Territory the Past will meet the Present, as described in our Websites as Ground zero. Even if it does not meet the usual criteria; however we are close, running out of Ground , Should we be courage's and attempt to peak or evaluate possibilities in the Future, or do you think that might be to daring. A remark on this idea would really be helpful to maintain our connection, planning, or contemplating is a very useful undertaking, without any risks, but for sure beneficial for remaining time on this Planet. Stay Health Be blessed by God.
Why Various Clouds? Waukesha/Germany 2007.
Some time after the meeting in the Office mentioned above, my mind started wondering to all kind of things. In particular, instances overwhelming to the back of my beginning, my Birthplace, Sayn in Germany, including imaginary pictures of this time, long ago. I still was a very little boy under the close care of my parents and my Nanny. A nagging feeling in regard about the sudden appearances' of a time long ago and in such clarity came over me, that a compulsion started me researching entities like Fiction vs. Fact, and or thoughts, Imaginary and memory. When I started on this research, I did not expect such an abundance of opinion and explanation but never an exact statement, all had reservations of on kind or another. I will
present to you only the opinion, which sounds the most practical and understandable under most condition to find an explanation of my recent strong feelings about Childhood. It all starts with a Thought, which creates an Image in your mind, where you see a Picture. Imaginations' is what running our Life! That was he first acceptable answered of a continuance for our feelings. The most contributing source of all our thinking and rethinking is conserved in our Brain as Memory, which debatable version, Fiction or Fact, or something in-between. I do not want to go on and repeat or even mention all the papers and searches contacted which all in general agree , there is no exact rule how the difference can be determined. The best and only advice I got out of this research to trust and depend on your Memory and utilize if you feel better , the In-Between method. An Example for these statements you can observe an attachment you see the Tree with two adjacent statement Figure out the difference between the two, or maybe there s no Difference? The strongest Ally on this Issue is the Memory Two
memorable sayings about as follows: Memory is the diary that we all carry about us. The Importance of Being Earnest...-Oscar Wide.. A happy childhood can`t be cured. Mine`ll hang around my neck like a rainbow, that`s all, instead of a noose. --Calisher, 1971
