Promised in the prior Website # 46, Farwell the continuation of our temporary interruption of the Journey soon; however, circumstances in the last few weeks since The "Special Edition" published, encouraged me to add some very important thought developed during the writing of the Special Edition. While I am preparing and having the Websites composed, typed in the Word Format, Images indicated and furnished to my Webhost on the Internet for publishing, multiple disturbing thoughts regarding certain contents not totally addressed and resolved. I feel already a little more positive already since time is taking to converse and have hope for anticipation on the issue. It is a "Question" very long on my mind, how can I reverse Negative thoughts, and experiences change them into Positive values. Many times, because to take care of more calamities that are important, other issues neglected. The time came where I tried to master my shortcomings and find new avenues to quite my constant doubts and feeling of guilt. This will be in the last section of this Website Page, so you might remember it best.
SALUTE - 47 -
to New Century & Resolve!
Closing this Second Special Edition of our Journey, many aspect which are missed in the regular pages of the Websites are now all published and many important issues added or mentioned. The next time I will talk to you, continue the Journey, should rested very well and be ready to go into the final stretch," Ground Zero" is very close. My the Creator, my God Protect and Bless you always. The next contact will be from Aschau, Bavaria, in the year 2000. Getting very close!
Alfredo De` Eljama
Legendary Butterfly
Through the composing of our websites, I found ways, occasions to compare, and explore the special meaning and legend of the Butterfly radiates around us, easy to understand if one read the above and another a small Poem about the loveable and never really dying Butterfly, on Page # 30, very early when the Journey started. Many more mentioning of this sort is going thru the text writing, I am not obsessed, but fascinated for a long time, since my youth. If I could describe the feelings, which comes over me, whenever I have the privilege to sit close to one of these Godly creations, observe and even make an absurd attempt to converse. At that time, I feel that something beautiful is happening and our Maker is not far away, possible likes it, too. It might be hard for any one who does not know my history, life long struggles of many kind, close to premature permanent departures,(Reading the Website will tell you) most the time preparing for another hurdle to conquer, can love and be so preoccupied with such an beautiful, Legendary and mysteries creature. Maybe there is something behind of all this which I never will know. The Butterfly and her credential are well covered, many write ups, even more poems, this all and more, would not be possible or actual practiced, if she would not deserve it. My existing without the occasional company and sight would fell robed of something missed very much.
"Second" ----- Special Edition.
Welcome to Father Time
We gave You, Father Time in Website #46 a well-deserved Farwell with the hope for a fast return. Our anticipations paid off, and here you are, well, eager to go, to assisting us over the cliffs of uncertainties. You mounted the experiences needed to cope with most daily confrontation and shortcomings, consider our situations and share with us, you must have a lot of time, spread it around. Give all you have, not judging on earthly circumstances, but follow your Creator, as He is ours, too. Your Birthdays thru the Times always been celebrated with a lot devotions in different ways and in different makings, but nothing changed or will until we together bow our self to the almighty who will on day recalls us all. You senior to me; however, I never can or will forget the time we spent together in
Positive values from Negative Experiences
How much does it hurts, how much does it depresses if the negatives in ones past are always in your memory and sometimes it fells like hell. Many people I know and it written Papers have a problem with memory loss how is it possible my condition was the opposite for along time. All these thoughts crossed my mind, particular at the time when The USA Government denied entrance at my first attempt to enter the land of unlimited opportunity ,after the war in the late 40`.The first 20 years of my life was spend in a dictator ship, and not easy to escape. Physically or emotionally, so eventual I adopt the System with all the hunger to belong. In time, it developed into a duty without reservation or exception allowed or tolerated. The USA Government told me at the time, goes to Canada first for a period, and cleans yourself from all your former involvement with your former feelings of the alliance with the Nazi System. I was not a war criminal and only a young boy! However, I did as requested, spend many years in Canada, and documented in Detail in my Websites. During the six years, with short interruption returning to Germany, I been privileged to read about most of it what is there to read, changing a Negative to a Positive, very good info, also sometime blurred and
A Native American Indian Butterfly Legend!
As gift to His human children, the Great Spirit created Butterflies. He took black from the Maidens Hair, yellow from the summer sun, blues from the lake and sky .Once He gathered the most beautiful of colors He made them into Butterflies.
confusing. After finally residing n the land of my dreams and utilizing my self-developed approach, change the problems to a Positive conclusion, considering all what I read learned and experienced with a simple but effective and usable way, sound impossible, but it worked in most cases. During evaluating trials and tribulation, it came clear on of the best and workable method is to change the negative experiences into positive values. The purpose is not to forget but to continue and to grow. These conclusions are not necessary the only way to deal with the negatives, but for sure a beginning. The Attachment, shown as Happiness not meant to be a choke, but additional tools to consider adjust or conquer your negative feeling. Sounds very productive to me Most of all my Hints, Guides and advice given to you in the present are all a part of these, remember I went thru all these development, many years ago, our Journey is the documentation helping you to confront adversities with confident.
an earlier time, in an other place ,even in a different time zone, in my tender youth, with total different ways to celebrate your Birthdays. The present way celebration meant to be honorable, and most the time it was, but still, I cannot forget when the Church Clocks were ringing, loud and long. The least we did, down on our knees and thanked God to give us some of your time and not to short our time on this Planet. So far so good, you still gave me enough time by the Power of our Master to make it that far. How far? I am not young any more, not old either; however, said it before, I am Maturing, only. I hope, with the will of our Father in Heaven to be around a little while longer. It is for sure that I must and will depart first. To conclude our little conversation, for the benefit our Journey participants, to be remembered, that the time given to us is a big present to us and lets wish together, "Happy Special Birthday to you Father Time"
"Happiness is a Butterfly, which when pursued is always just beyond your grasp,
But which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
- Nathan Hawthorne.
If you want a special wish to come true, capture a Butterfly and whisper your heart desire to it. Since Butterflies make no sound, they cannot tell the wish to anyone, but Him. Being so colorful, the Butterfly will easily be seen and the heart`s prayers quickly answered.
By making a wish and releasing the Butterfly, it will taken on the wings of love to the heavens and granted. Softly whisper your wish for their eternal love and bliss, then carefully release and free the beautiful creature.
After I found this legend, it opened up my mind and heart, and now ,do not imagine, but believe, that my feelings for the Butterflies is anchored in thousand of years of our planet`s history. Utilize the following Internet Address Link, which will open many more comments of famous or not so famous people, who did comment on many aspect of the Butterfly`, in particular their meaning: freedom, lightness, and detachment. Internet Address: http://library.thinkquest.org./27968/legends_myths_symbols.shtml You will be surprised and enjoy it. Would be nice, if you let me know.
