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Patience – Positive or Negative?
How God is Helping Me with Patience.

Introduction: 24, 9, 2009
Many occasion, and many years passed until finally the awaited opportunity I have been waiting for, arrived. Many of you might ask, what could be so important have a whole Page used to let us know the importance of the subject at hand. Just wait a little while and you will be surprised of all the comings to you, in a way never anticipated or even dreamed. I will show you in a way possible, how much the issue at hand, not only some of you hindered in multiple ways and occasion, I am included in a big way and therefore very much interested to evaluate finding a more positive ways. Thru a big portion of my adult live I felt prosecuted by taking it very serious of all the happenings around me, particular the not the not so happy ones. There are different approaches to all situations, hoping to find more and better ones to implement. Very important for all to know, all what discussed and written down, created by myself, and total ignored the possible viewpoints of the computer The evaluation should be and will be a clean and straight determination of my thoughts to get closer, to determine the actual vies and meaning of a Positive and Negative Patience. 
Believe it; Achieve it; imagine will not do it!
What is and why negative Patience!
According to overall observation and using adapting the negative Patience expression, it used most often as “Detest.” In the beginning of the document, I mentioned several times that the coming of my future explanations totally based on personal happenings during the earlier times of my life; and not connected or even related to scientific explanation from the computer or published Material. I wanted to do this for a long time. I am happy that I am able and ready to do that, with the hope in my heart that my Maker will find mercy on me. Hope that He assists me to loose this terrible portion of my long addiction to detesting many things in the Past. Prolongs my life with a better I hope without the terrible burden I still carry in my heart and mind. The continuation of this text to come will let you know some of my experiences, which began in my youth, as a very young child approx. six years, of the lifelong burden to carry this addiction in all its variation, and still do. I remember, very vividly the “first” the occasion of drawn into the net of unwanted exposure to my life long attachment “Detesting” At that time, my parents admitted me to the local elementary grade school, approximate two miles from our residence. The first few days my father brought me to the school with his car, which I really appreciate. This Special treatment did not last to long, and I ordered to “walk.” After a few days, my always sceaming brain decided, instead of walking to school, which I disliked , spend my time on the nearby Rhine, planning my Future, by myself.****( Add a picture “here” of a River Rhine borders)*** The freedom, so obtained, did not last very long. The School Authority informed my Parents immediately, which resulted in several and different elementary School placing, which did not change my mind to maintain my freedom. All this took about a few years and wore my parents down to a point that they decided to separate themselves on a more permanent basis, and enrolled me into a boarding school, approximate located fifty Miles from my Hometown. The Name of the school locality mentioned in a prior Page of my Website Publishing. St. Goarshausen, was, and still is one of the best experiences I ever had. It formed my future Life to a level I never dreamed could or would happen to me. Nothing ever can change my mind that I believe the placing to this Boarding House, originally a disciplinary action of my Parents; my Maker turned it into a stepping-stone for my future life. The next paragraph, will describe the “worst” experience I ever had.

LET IT HAPPEN TODAY OR TOMORROW AS LONG, IT WILL BE WITHOUT SORROW!

Positive Patience!
Called in a more common way, a “Loving demeanor and character”
What is Love? It is and always has been one of the most difficult questions posed by humankind. No can give the proper definition of love. Maybe love is luck. One has to go all the way to find it. Love is patient Love is kind. Is has no envy and is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and the truth seeker. If you can focus on the goodness of others, you will be able to love. Love can be created, and as God said, “Love All.” A little booster to prior start some few words of mine how and what I did about Loving. I love my wife for many, many years and still do. Therefore, do I love my children, which amounted to four and catapulted by now to many more offspring’s, who are not static, but multiplying? Added to my list of people I deeply love is my still living two sisters in Europe and my very good friend, who lives close to our house? We worked together for many years at the same outfit and participating twice a month in a breakfast meeting. Very much soul soothing and relaxing! Not to forget is the love to my God, which is with me every day and all day. Sometimes it hurt so much, looking at a Crucifix, and thinking what He did for our salvation and us. Looking at any Crucifix saddened me so much, that I bought a cross for my Key ring without a body but attached to the cross a bleeding heart, no body. All this might sound a little far fetched, but believe it, that is I! I try to be there for others, if a need known.


LOVE ALL, TRUST A FEW, DO WRONG TO NONE!
William Shakespeare 



My God bless and protect you always!
Sincerely, Alfred
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