ON MY WAY                          - 22 -
 
" You must not lose faith in humanity...
Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty "
 
 
I do belong, spring 1965.

May God be thanked? Yes, if any time this is one of these times I despaired and needed His heeling help. For now, it seems that the time of tribulation is suspended or total over. I always trust my Friend and believe the later. I feel like being on a kind of a Homecoming and the thoughts of many times, turning to a customary High School event which most of you familiar. In the following text, total different description or vision of the word Homecoming cold emerge maybe as a happening more leaning to the title of this Page the answer to on my Way. The feelings to the upcoming are therefore very personal and dear. Let me start back, if 7 years is far, when hard times hit, but still found a group of employee  showing concern and friendship. It grows on me fast I felt it was a hint from my friends to nurture and to hang on... How could one to ignore such on out lock for the future, in as much my social live away from the family did not nearly exist. The past did not give too much opportunity to join a fellowship of people with similar dream and wishes, now it seem to happen .It is in the coming , the  goal of mine to create a home not only a house, consisting of a dear social group and a surrounding of a loving family. That is the reason why this Website page named On My Way or even closer to the fact; I am coming home. The feeling is not imaginary or based on dreaming, but remembered very well from conversation I had with my friends over the years. The issues discussed multiple time over again. They kept telling with a certainty hard to understand that leaving would be a big mistake and no gain would occur. None of them ever departed from the Office and told stories from others who did, sometimes hard to believe, but true. Why is their feeling so consisting. It took a long time to catch on but when it happened it became very clear. They always made remarks about leaving the Womb is not advisable and could be regrettable. Now I was lost and asked for an understandable explanation what all this talk about Womb has to do with my plans to resign. They equated working in our
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Family and Job Event, 1966/68

The year 1966 brought a big surprise to our children, which are Angelika 10, Lottie 8, Joachim 6 and Tina 2 years young, never old. When people ask, how old are you; the answer is always; I do not get old, I mature. The children's mother arranged during the year of 1965 to visit our relatives to get them acquainted before they getting to big. The older girls assisted quit bit her mother particular with Tina the youngest. In the spring of 1966, the family excluding myself crossed the Atlantic Ocean with a Jet airplane starting in Chicago to Frankfort/Maine Germany. Relatives welcomed the family and drove them to Sayn, my Birthplace, close to my mother in Law who was present here at Tina`s birth .My father was very attentive with all and went on walks thru the woods and on little trips with his car for sightseeing in nearby areas. Sisters and brother In Law of mine arranged a few happy meetings, A few school friends managed to meet our visiting Family. Short before the planned date to return to Waukesha, the visiting family went with a car to Paris, France, visiting my oldest sister, married to Frenchman, to have a complete fulfilled vacation. It is not necessary to dwell on telling how good host they were, without reservations provided between relatives. After returning to Sayn the Fare wells and Good Bys boarded the Jet again Frankfurt, Germany, arrived on time and drove them back to our house, not home yet .Soon all tucked away and dreaming of the experiences and happiness they found thousands of  Miles away. Thanks to God  watching over our separated family.

Since returning to my former employer certain noticeable changes about my assignments, office and field were upgraded and much more challenging to my capability. The managers must remembered our meetings prior to leaving when it was discussed but without any different apparent. That alone was reason enough to endure some of the past pain and disappointments. The first assignments short after I returned consisted of supervising and guiding the contractors, which did after successful bidding the actual construction. The locality of the construction site was about 45 miles from my home, a one hr. drive on US 41 and ST 181 in Waukesha/Milwaukee County.. The nature of the construction consisted of converting two lane Highways to a future four lane Interstate Highway. Present future traffic accounts warranted the present modification. The actual work to performed removing existing, reconstruct concrete Bridges, and the necessary earthwork to accommodate the necessary base for concrete pavement or bituminous. Two separated localities and two different type but of similar nature in general, fell under my responsibility; Separated by about fifteen miles. I appreciated the feeling of being some use, particular serving the people of Wisconsin, which deserve everything I can do, they are actual my employer, and they can Trust me.

Below you see a bigger Image than normal, which should relay a message of peace and well-being. I thought this a good closing for this Page, which was a very emotional but a good declaration who I am
 
 
Office is so unique particular about safety and hardly ever layoffs, working condition. Many who left before came back with a very meaningful from management and coworker's .The Womb was an explanation or comparisonto a valuable entity, keeps us safe and caring. That what you have, why leave, most likely you will return, commented my good friends. They were right and I happy no to be ashamed for my feelings of relief to be back in the "Womb" thanked my friends and together celebrated the return of a Prodigal Son. I very seldom did I cry on peoples shoulder but carried the pain by myself many times. Having good friends and managers, which with times turned into very good friends to overcome pain. I hope that you understand the reason for this emotional telling to you. One of my goal is, as you know by reading prior Website pages, I am a very sensitive person but try to tell you the best way possible not only activities, but let you know  my feelings;  for you to remember, apply and  help to overcome hurdles somewhat easier. My return to the Womb was quite an experience which I never will and can forget. Enjoy what you read so far but it is time to continue to tell the happenings of the recent years, Family, and Job events.
 
 
 
THE FUTURE BELONGS TO THOSE WHO BELIEVE

IN THE BEAUTY OF THEIR DREAMS.
 
 
I hope you like this Page,. The next pages are in the coming and I hope you are well. The blessing of the Lord shall be with you at all times.

Alfredo De` Eljama.