came when after a short discussion My Manager made a statement, which I never anticipate to hear. Should I ever have the desire tom return in a time span of three years, nothing would deter them to rehire at the spot. I was speechless and expressed in the best way possible my gratitude. The same I did to my friends. The agony of many month vanished and I continued with a great my Journey.



The New Horizon

During many month prior to the end of my employment with the D.O.T., being unhappy about certain assignments, a feeling was with me not to despair. While assigned too many jobs as an inspector, later as Project Manager, a contact with individual Contact Contractors one could not avoided, in a matter of fact was encouraged. One of these Contractors operated out of a village close to Waukesha, made multiple offers to join his Organization as soon as possible. There were two sons. The older son assisted his father in managing the business, the younger still in High school, but very interested to join his father's work one day. Their business
Waukesha, 1962 /65

Leading up to Mea Culpa.

The last two pages were occupied dealing with pondering and premonitions. I knew there was something in the winds, what it could be. A big day was coming up in May 1963, when I will start to explain why I was I little unsure of certain feeling I had lately on the job. I entered my present job with the D.O.T. WI on May of 1958.Thhe State offered at that time a five-year guarantee of total for my whole family regardless of reasons. Never since then did, I heard of such an agreement again. The State was short of able capable Engineers to operate their design and construction Program, that was my luck. I have been and will be thankful and grateful for this the rest of my life. In this five years, I did, everything in my power to show my eternal thanks. Nothing I did or planned can ever be enough to match my thanks. This and only this is the reason why I felt so miserable when the premonitions bothered and affected my whole being. Now, since I got closer to know what bothered all this time I can cope with the situation. The not knowing in most of similar situations is the culprit. The severity of my bad feelings that my employer might be hurt an saddened for many month  At the ending of my security blanket in May of 1963 I am planning  to leave my present employer to whom , will be always grateful. Now I said it, but do not feel any better. The biggest surprise
 
 
MEA CULPA                           - 21 -
 
INSPIRATION:
"A MAN OF PERSONALTY CAN FORMULATE IDEALS, BUT ONLY A MAN OF CHARACTER CAN ACHIEVE THEM."
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
A Big Joy and a Visit, 1964

What a year 1964, many months of doubt and despair; however even more month of unlimited and indescribable happenings. Only the memories alone of this time, subdued multiple hours of despair
 
questioning. Deep down in my heart and mind I was certain that my Friend from above would never desert. In the beginning of  May1964, the Lord gave us another big surprise sending an Angel of His, a Baby girl. Very seldom do I get in situation of to express my feelings, but time I felt speechless. When the mother of our Angel returned from the Hospital the customary Baptism after a week celebrated in the same church we most attend. The Priest, a good Friend of us by blessing all of us, made this day a very happy day to remember. The Angel`s name given Christina and called later Tina. To
 
 
 
consisted mostly with earthmoving, sand and gravel pits and applications, and the placing of different Bituminous Material to road surfacing. The owner wanted to expand his present outfit and star construction of Concrete Bridges, particular on Highway Projects. His reasoning's me sense, dropped  the remaining doubts, elevated my head to give thanks to my Friend , His present  and guidance saved the situation again. To the actual construction of the concrete bridges adding this line to the Company`s was mostly routine. The owner satisfied and things looked like a total success. I said, "Looked," the following text will be a little more specific, which might have a big impact on my eagerness to continue working for the Company. One day the  
 
 
owner asked why valuable Equipment is disappearing. As any father would react that his partner.  His son isstealing and selling the missing parts, he exploded. I had to tell the truth no matter how bad I felt for all of us including myself. I understood the father, my Boss very well; however did not like to maintain a relation likethis with him, he deserved better. After only 18 month resigned with some kind of plausible excuses, he understood and accepted. His Company continued working for the D.O. T. for many years. The seed planted brought forward fruits, which made me a little proud. The D.O.T. kept their promise and rehired on the spot. I felt very calm and happy on that day, like a Homecoming. The future looked bright and sunny.
 
 
 
all of our surprise, another visitor arrived to welcome our new baby and assisting the new Mother in her additional scores for a while, was the mother`s side Grandmother, Kathryn .It was special and wonderful time, which we never will or can forget. Our Resident we moved in 1960 was full of Joy; attended by a few friends, looking back I have to say again, it turned into a most memorable Day. Thanks to my Best Friend, my Lord.



Remembrance @ 2008


Always have been waiting, talking to all of you, not as a person who is writing his Biography, but just another human to converses with his friend. In addition, one could call it Chitchat. I do the Chit and you asked to do the Chat. Soon the Website will contain an additional First Page invitational to inform prospective trafficker about the purpose and content of the Website. We always have the Birthday of our children looked upon as special days. By now our children have children on their, raising them by remembering their own youth and what it felt to be a mother or father. When God created the World and placed His two children into Paradise, the duration was short because of their disobedient. We all know how it continued. Many times, in silent moments, called our Earth the lost Paradise, or even better ` Valley of Misery`. Until the Poem, ` A Wish `placed to this text returned me to positive thought. I hope and Pray that all of us follow the guidelines and warnings, do utmost, return to a time, which once was and can be again.

" MY WISH "
 
 Returning to Journey, the clouds of doubts disappeared, a new chapter of my life is on the horizon, with the assured blessing of my Friend and Lord. Will talk to you on the next page...


Sincerely,
Alfredo D` Eljama