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A LADY
ANGST IS OF GERMANANIC ORIGIN
Transfered into the English speaking populus around the total Globe Angst in simplest sense means fear or anxiety. The word is derived from Nordic and Germanic languages. The term Angst expresses the human conditon which is riddled with despair. Angst is the struggle between the needs of the self and the requirements of others,as well as spiritual requires.
How does one pronounce "Angst"?
The German word would rhyme with "wrongst" English speakers tend to corrupt foeign words,so that comes out rhyming with "gangst". Clearly the makers of the dictionary have caved in to the inevitable decline of everything.
Is there any hope?
There is all the hope in the world....... You only have to search for it find it and hold on to it !
RAGE
A Rage may be caused by anything at at all. The action of another person ,failure of televison or computer,being shown disrespect from the person`s peers such as being bullied at the school or in the workplace,loneliness or depression even in small things when there has been a previous build-up of stress or anger. A person in a state of Rage may also expeirience tunnel vision. They often focus only on the source of their Anger. A person in Rage may also lose much of his or her capacity for rational thought and reasoning, which my turn into violent until someone mus interfere.
FLYING DUTCHMAN!
According to folklore, the Flying Dutchman is a Gost Ship that can nerver go home,and is Doomed to sail the oceans foreever. The Flying Dutchman is usually spotted from afar, sometimes seen to be glowing wirth gohstly lights. It is said if she is hailed by another ship,her crew will often try to send messages to land or to people long since dead. In ocean lore, the sight of this phantom ship is reckoned by seafarers to be a portent of doom!
CURSED -- DOOMED
Versions of the story are numerous in nautical folklore and related to earlier medieval legends such as a named caitain who was cursed to ply the North Sea until Judgement Day, playing a dice with the Devil for his own soul.Often it is heard of the superstition of sailers,but never given much credit to their reports; it seems that some year since a Ductchman of war was lost off the Cape Good Hope,and every soul on board perished; her consort(cargo) weathered the gail, arrived soon after at the Cape.Having refitted,and returning to Europe, they were assailed by a violant tempest nearly in the same latitude.In the night watch some of the people saw, a vessel under a press of sail,as though she would run them down; one in particular affirmed it,who was he? It was the ship that had foundered in the former gale, and it must be certainly be her,or the apparition of her; but on its clearing up, the object, a dark thick cloud, disappearead. The story spread like fire the supposed phantom was called:" Believe or Not
The Flying Dutchman !!
PERSONAL HISTORY
Angst and Rage are most the time very close by. Be aware! There never will and never have been of any use to anybody.Both have a lot of battle expierence,where we most likely have battle fatiugue. Most people have have or had different exposure to booth of these two. I had many occasion were it got very uncomfortable. Trying to help you,to fight and conquere the enemy,I have composed a list which might be useful. Try to forget undesireable events. Read and study books, be better informed Never never get violent or use vulgar words Last but not least, asked help from the spiritual site of your life. Believe it, if my God my best Friend didn`t come to my rescue, we never would have met!
Most of the early times we lived with our Parents. I had two sisters, one younger than I. The first two years a nanny of a close village took care of me. A nice person.At that time of my live I knew my mother. IT took some time to get to know her as my real mother.When I was ready to start elementary schooling,a Boarding School was selected. Fourty Kilometer from my hometown,on the the romantic Rhine and called St.Goarshausen.(Remember the name of theWebsite Pg.) The reason of all this upsetting and unusal moements,in regard to my schooling,was when my parents decided that I was to unruly&nasty. They had the resources and got a much more peaceful Environment. My sisters were obedient and calm.I did was I was told to do( why ?) but never did I blame my Parents for a any wrong doings at that time .
How right they were!!
It was a great benefit to me!!
Around 1939/40 our Hitler-Youth unit from ST. Goarshausen was ordered to the western fotification to assist in the modification and improve the excisting West Wall.We suppose to dothe deeping of the existing trenches to hinder the enemy tanks from easy passing On the other side of us the fortification of France, known to the world as a impossible to conconquer. The ground was rocky and heavy. The orders given were eight feet wide and 40 feet wide excavation additional.
Late one afternoon, we heard a dark louder getting noise approching.What could it be? Far on the West Horizon, many war plane were approaching fast.Prior to declaring War. The French military was in hurry to get started. All of us jumped into the adjacent trenches,which were deep already, to take cover from the falling bombs. What has bothered me thru all my live?. That I was one the first to save my life and did not consider the one which mounted on top and protected me.Can not and will not describe in detail the horror and pain we all endured. The most terrible experience of my life, and so young. The emotional exposure was worst than the phisical Pain.My God,even at that tender age,took my hand and guided me. I hoped for the rest of my earthly excisting that would He be with me and be my Friend.
ST. Goarshausen will be the next next place on our journey.It was a special time and I still like it very much today.
Come and join!
ANGSTFUL--DISTRESSED--FEARFUL


